Mental
Mental
I cry or get choked up when explaining how I feel
cause I hold it all inside until all my emotions start to spill
maybe head under water or the swallow of some pills
can take away these feelings cause I no longer wanna feel
Man is reality even real, cause I’m feeling all these negatives
and this mess don’t feel real
It’s like someone is controlling my path and I’m constantly running face-first into some hills but I ain’t gone tell no one though what they girl really feel
I rather face it by myself cause this stuff gets real
but one day the dam gone break and all the contents gonna spill
doesn’t mean imma end it all I might just give up, stop fighting and let depression do as it will I ask myself everyday if I go in for the kill, will God even care, is God even real? Why does it always seem like he’s gone when the dam starts to fill
What does he want me to do, cause it never seems like he’s there until
Until I’m at my breaking point and I’m about to go in for the kill
If it’s not my time, do I still have a duty I need to fulfill
cause staying on this Earth takes a lot of dang skill
Like life don’t have no meaning and life feels so unreal
Am I just mentally ill
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